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In my new apartment now. Friend won't move in until late August. So I'm mostly alone. Can't wait to start my minimum wage library job tomorrow, because I'll at least be around other humans who are hopefully somewhat sane and amicable.
Over the past few days, moving in has entailed: getting epically screwed over by U-Haul, my apartment welcoming me with a gas leak, having to spend more money than I planned to in order to replace lots of things that mysteriously could not be retrieved from where I left them in a friend's basement, feeling lonely each time I make dinner and am reminded of how my boyfriend and I would cook together, and being sexually harassed nearly every time I go out to run errands.
I have a big painting commission which I was so excited about, but I just feel anxious and angry all the time, and not in a channel-the-angry-energy kind of way.
Fuck everything, I'm gonna fry a banana.
It's one of those nights... I'm not really much of a comfort eater, in fact usually when I'm upset I don't feel like eating. But I want something to keep me up a little bit more, and I haven't had many sweet things recently. Just to at least get started on a thumbnail for this painting.
If you're in St. Louis, and you're not a creeper who makes me fear for my safety in public, let's hang out and dispel the lonelies. :<
Over the past few days, moving in has entailed: getting epically screwed over by U-Haul, my apartment welcoming me with a gas leak, having to spend more money than I planned to in order to replace lots of things that mysteriously could not be retrieved from where I left them in a friend's basement, feeling lonely each time I make dinner and am reminded of how my boyfriend and I would cook together, and being sexually harassed nearly every time I go out to run errands.
I have a big painting commission which I was so excited about, but I just feel anxious and angry all the time, and not in a channel-the-angry-energy kind of way.
Fuck everything, I'm gonna fry a banana.
It's one of those nights... I'm not really much of a comfort eater, in fact usually when I'm upset I don't feel like eating. But I want something to keep me up a little bit more, and I haven't had many sweet things recently. Just to at least get started on a thumbnail for this painting.
If you're in St. Louis, and you're not a creeper who makes me fear for my safety in public, let's hang out and dispel the lonelies. :<
Reason to build your own canvas #17:
If you buy a pre-assembled canvas on a stretcher, you may find the canvas has been stretched over the wrong side of the wood. :|
SERIOUSLY, BLICK, I AM DISAPPOINT.
BUY MY WORK! WOOOOOOO!
Heyo, long time no post.
I have set up a Society6 account, through which you can buy affordable, high-quality prints of my work!
Currently one new piece is available, Everything Will Be Okay
http://society6.com/MaraCruvant/Everything-Will-Be-Okay-8mT_Print
I hope to make some of my older work from this account available over time, but I may not be able to document it properly. Either way, look forward to more new stuff!
Edit: OH HEY ANOTHER ONE IS UP: http://society6.com/MaraCruvant/Consecrated_Print
Basically, keep an eye on my Society6 page! I will be putting a lot more on there in the coming days. :D
Fulbright?
I'm thinking of trying for a Fulbright program.
Cue more sleepless nights.
In the meantime, I've gone full-on into this bird project I've given myself. BIRDS. Birdsbirdsbirdsbirdsbirds. Ultimately this is for an Anthropologie internship application, but now I'm just in love with painting birds.
Also I decided to have France 24 on in the background today as I was working, and as soon as I opened the streaming video, the first thing that came up was an artistic photo of a naked man urinating.
I fucking love the French.
However, you kinda mindfuck yourself when you realize you're listening to a French overdubbing of Mandarin-speakers des
Here we go again.
It's really interesting how my parents are dealing differently with the college situation again, now that it's my younger brothers about to start their senior year of high school.
My dad has especially become more laid-back, because it's clear my brothers at least want to remain in the country... unlike myself. Also because they are more interested in degrees that are far more marketable than a BFA. Business and engineering is what they're gravitating to, which makes sense. So I'm glad they're doing different things, because they're such different siblings. I know how annoying it is for them to get lumped together because they're twins,
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